This past year has hit me hard. A quick recap of my year. My significant other had a heart attack. This broke me down mentally. My GAD (general anxiety disorder) showed it's ugly head. The agoraphobia I have dealt with for years hit an all time high. Our homeschooling took a backseat. AS if this was not enough I have been bullied. Yes at 29 years of age I have been bullied. Someone I cared about deeply started bullying me. Never having encountered an adult female bully I was stunned, and hurt. I could complain, and give all the horrible details, but that is pointless. I understand the behavior, and that helps deal with it. I so desperately wanted to keep up with my writing, but I haven't been able to. I promised to write daily, but I won't do that now. I will most likely write occasionally until I have my feet back on solid ground.

On a positive note. Sam's heart attack was a blessing in disguise. He is a lot stronger, and hopefully in my life for many more years. Our lapse in school work gave the kids a chance to flourish on their own. Being bullied has shown my just how strong I am. I may not be 100%, but I will be.